Do you-Do you wana fucking burn in the rain? dance on acid rain puddles and step on shards of glass? let the fires of your once burning past char your forever mask. the thin yet thick wall and barrier you wear like a normal human being.Do you wana fucking die? see the mistakes you have made and forever carry those burdens? let them drag you down into a dark hole like where you left me.Do you even fucking care? the memories we had made and shared together like it was possible? letting them paste a real smile on your face like i was
i am a blank canvasi am a blank canvas. one who is without structure.with no beginning. a middle.
horrible people you confuse me in ways i didnt think were possible.block my mind with tricky maneuvers.leave me speechless in a very uncomfortable way.do you like to hear the silence?sometimes i feel your choking me instead of talking to me.it always seems to leave marks on my neck...theres a lot of things i hate about you.i could go on forever.heres one i really hate.you make it so hard to think. to live. to breath. to do anything.i cant even paint my words onto a paper.it takes me hours to think of anything to write.i wish i never met you..yet im glad i did...cuz it showed me that this world..is filled with horrible people like you...
a dance for a friendlets dance shall we? you were sweet and kind. step one. two you were different then most people.to the left. you accepted me for who i am. twirl you protected me. jumpshowed me that i mattered to the world. spin to the left gave me giftsspin to the right then became the douche that everyone hates. lift your partner took out all your anger on me dropand dropped me back into the hole you picked me out of.